The sleepless writer.

So I write this post at 5:12 am on Friday May 20th 2011 for two reasons

1st
I simply can't sleep
2nd
the cause of my sleeplessness is due to a couple next door expressing their emotions to each other very loudly. I now know the name of my neighbors by the way.

This lack of sleep helps me with many things. I see situations in a different light. I write the best poetry I could ever write at this time. And minus the show of emotions that is going on next door, it is actually peaceful.

And so I begin,
" They just don't understand my reason, I transcend like seasons and scar these rappers like legion"- Rapper Jane Doe

The transitions from the bitterness of the cold to the kiss of the sun is very beautiful. The grass begins to grow, the trees are born again and the earth is breathing. I am caressed by the warm breeze and I don't want it to stop. I've noticed that people tend to wear their emotions,and lately I've been witnessing very vibrant emotions. All greens,reds, yellows, oranges, pinks. Very beautiful. Seasons change, spirits change. I believe that if there's a shift in any sort, many follow blindly in the hopes of finding a better self, for them and the people that they love. I also believe all change is good, whether its good change or a change that has a negative impact. Change shows that you are capable of feeling, to show that you are not dead inside. (And even if  it is a bad change something or someone or some nation is going to end that change and transform it to a positive one. i.e Libya) Being able to change is a good thing. My change is more identifying me to be a better me. Many people wonder at times, how I can speak with such rich vocabulary and then when they see my posts or my status updates they think I'm like a Neanderthal. I tend to separate my simplistic writing from my speech because I know when I need to be "Professional" Asha rather then simply Asha.  I think the only time that you will see a non simplistic writing from me is Essays. This frustrates me sometimes because I feel like I'm not being true to the people who read my writings and thoughts. But then again I think, " your not in school, why waste your time, say what you need to say and be out." So instead of saying things that might make it easier for the reader to understand I write what make sense to me, I write for myself. After all, it is my blog. I don't like to alter myself to make sure others understand. However on this road to identifying myself to be a better me, I will take that into consideration. I don't want to but I must.


"I transcend like seasons"
I want to be a better me.

Simply, Asha

Con men of imagery

who hijacked innocent thoughts and turned them into

self-inflicting wounds, what is your definition of beauty?

Simply, Asha

Voice of optimism

The voice of optimism in a negative world.

I have goals, aspirations and dreams.

I am many things but the title that I'm most proud of is a slave. 

A slave to the creator, love and art.






Simply, Asha

"Look at the brighter side...."

I am the cup half  full  of optimism

I am the look at the brighter side spokes person

I am a hopeful romantic. 

when all has loss let the voices of hope deafen the ears of defeat

The tunnel vision of dreams, there is no stopping me.

I am the drop kick a person who says no to me

I wanna own it.

I can taste victory.

I will not settle. 

Ignite the forest of defeat to infiltrate the army of dreams

For those who belittle there selves to fit the mask of the awoken dream team

This is your calling, to be whatever the hell you want be.

Let your heart explode with creativity.  

Just better believe I will not stop.

I came to far to know that revolutions can be birthed through fingertips

So don't underestimate me.

I am a shining token educated among rusted coins  

This hope is a starving child about to feast on its dreams

I am here.

I am now.

I will not let negativity make my path.

I am the voice of innovations

I tie the noose of exploitations and let it hang

Don't to tell me I cannot do it.

I am unable to accept defeat

I will not be the doormat to the footsteps of inadequacies 

I will not let broken love remain in pieces

I will not let envious demons enthrall in my fall

I have hope 

that is all I need to end the voices of defeat 

and bring sound to the faith that tells me 

"think of a new way asha "

"dont let them bring you down asha"

"you're queen asha"

My dream

I will not awake from your grasp

I will follow you til we have come to the destination

and when we reach the top, let us part our ways. My soul with the creator

and your path for the lonely walker. 

and if I lose you just remember, the ultimate goal for the pursuit of happiness is to be 

awake in your dream.

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-Minimizing negativity


Simply, Asha

Something that I can't title. Just my thought.

These  messages
Words that describe the surface
Inside thoughts that are tangled
tangled as a loves triangle
I wish my heart could speak.
My heart that cries out
I want my heart to have a voice box
turn the knob to full blast til it breaks
let it break
let this brake.


Simply, Asha